Whoever Wins.... We Lose.

well its back at work

2006-02-21T12:03:20Z

well what can i say its been 2 days since i went back to work after a week off, i so could use more time

but in the time off i did a lot of thinking and i know what i want to do
i really want to open up an internet cadfe, i have it all worked out, the name the set up and every thing

but the set up cost woudl be huge and trying to find a location where i would have a nice steddy flow of customers

but it will never happen, no way i will ever be able to afford it or the running costs little lone just teh start up costs

but one to a new rant about my isp

well the only time I get a call or even an email from them its when they try to take out the amount of the invoice 3 days before they say they will and they find no cash in that account.

hell this month I have been hit with over $120 worth of bank fees due to the fact that they tried to take the cash 4 times, even after I was told that the over due invoice would be added to the next invoice, and then not 24 hours after I was told that my net got suspended due to non payment and I called them (got to watch 3 Epps of stargate again while waiting) and the after telli9ng me this person "Scott" fucked up they said well pay now with credit card, to what I said, I don’t have a bloody credit card (cut it up along time ago) and if I did don’t you think I would have told you to take the payments off that?

So they fixed the invoice up and said it will come out with me next one.

2 days latter got an email from them saying the withdrawing of funds for that invoice had been declined by my bank.

And so their is yet another $30 bank fee for me

Bloody dicks

but I must say when I sent them an email about when chermside was going to get dslamed it took them a month to get back to me (by this time I forgot I even sent the email as I did not want to use my lunch hour at work waiting) and all it said was "we have no eta on that and nothing foreseen in the next 12 months for the chermside exchange to be upgraded"

So im paying for dslam 2 and getting shitty 1500/256 data (still better then 56k tho)

I mean I would not be that pissed off if they gave me an extra 256k upload until the chermside exchange was upgraded

But in the 2 years I have been with them they have fucked up on no less then 10 invoices and taking payment out days before they are meant to come out

Got to love their invoice

This payment will be taken out ON OR AROUND the 22nd Feb

ON or around? How about getting a little bit more precise and telling me what day so I make sure I have cash in the account not give me a ball park.

Hell nothing else I pay via direct debit does that,

E.g. insurance it comes out on the 9th of every month, and if that day is a weekend it will come out on the Monday. Not on or around...

Todays Dumb Criminal Act

2005-04-27T11:50:59Z

Todays Dumb Criminal Act

Virginia Beach, VA
Police in Virginia Beach, Virginia charged Charles Robertson, 19, with bank robbery after he made a series of dumb mistakes. After handing the teller a note of demands, Robertson retrieved the money and began to flee. Realizing he had forgotten the note, Robertson rushed back to the bank and grabbed the incriminating evidence. Racing back to his getaway car, he discovered that he had left the keys at the bank. Managing to elude police, Robertson made his way home and told his roommate, whose car he had borrowed, that it had been stolen. Very upset, his roommate called and reported his car stolen. Less than twenty minutes later, Officer Mike Koch spotted the car just a block from the bank. The officer retrieved the keys that had been left at the scene of the crime. When the keys fit the car, the officers went to the address the car's owner had given and arrested Robertson.

Wrong Tire

Unknown
A man had a flat tire and pulled over on the highway to change it. A police officer pulled up behind him to give him cover. The man changed the tire and got in his car when the police turned on his sirens. The man was arrested for DUI. The police did not realize he was drunk until he changed the wrong tire.

Spelling Errors and Wrong Notes

San Francisco, CA
A man walked into the downtown Bank of America and on the back of a deposit slip wrote, "this iz a stikkup. Put all your muny in this bag." While standing in line, waiting to give his note to the teller, the man began to worry that someone may have seen him write the note and might call the police before he could reach the teller. So, the criminal left the Bank of America and walked across to the street to Wells Fargo. After waiting in line for several minutes there, he handed his note to a teller. After reading it, the teller determined that this robber was perhaps a few sandwiches short of a picnic. She told him that because his note was written on a Bank of America deposit slip, she could not honor his demand. He would either have to fill out a Wells Fargo withdrawal slip or go back to the Bank of America. Feeling defeated, the man said he understood and left. The Wells Fargo teller promptly called the police, who arrested the man a few minutes later--still waiting in line at the Bank of America.

Do I Hear One Dollar?

Unknown
A trio of men decided to commit a bank robbery. The group tried to enter, but got stuck in the revolving doors. Frustrated, they left and returned a few minutes later. This time, they penetrated the doors and announced their intentions to take ten thousand dollars. Remembering them from a few minutes earlier, customers and employees of the bank laughed hysterically, thinking it was a joke. The men thought that people were laughing because they were demanding too much money. Eventually, the men reduced the amount of money they wished to take to one thousand dollars. When that didn't work, they demanded one hundred dollars. Soon, the men were demanding one dollar each. When the laughter continued, one of the men became angry. He jumped atop the counter and pulled a gun on the teller; he fell and broke his leg. The other two man decided to get away while it was safe. They, however, once again got stuck in the revolving doors.

Its been some time

2005-04-27T11:16:29Z

Well i guess it has been a very long time since my last post

alot has been going on.

shell is back at work

im still working for an evil insurance company and still the only man in my team

still having big prolems with some of the ppl in my team, i think they dont like me due to the fact that i am male, some of them are fighting to see how is the bigger bitch in the team.

one of them eeps saying what a hard ass she is and yet when it comes to a problem customer or a decline claim she dont wan to deal with it as she cant handle it, i mean hello welcome to the world of customer searvice bitch.

i did start up our web site again

http://www.members.iinet.net.au/~chitezza/

it needs alot more work to be done to it, but im lazy and need to be in the mood

but check out the work link its got stuff from the teams trip to dreamworld and pic of us playing with the tigers....

Im Lost part 2

2004-12-21T11:05:14Z

Your element is Shadow: Indifferent, unusual,
gentle and a complete mystery. No one tends to
know quite what to think of you because you
camouflage your emotions so incredibly well,
almost as well as your thoughts. You are
unpredictable in that no one knows exactly what
your going to do or what your capable of and
you've made sure they never will. You are quite
the wallflower but deep down inside is a kind
and very intelligent person. You are capable of
love but unless you let some light into your
shadowed life you'll have a hard time with your
relationships. People are a mystery only
because they all seem too superficial, you
would rather be somewhere else, away from all
the noise perhaps putting your feelings into a
form of art, maybe writing your feelings into a
poem or journal, or perhaps painting a picture.
The shadows make you feel comfortable and you
don't like to step outside your comfort zone or
let anyone else in, the spotlight terrifies
you. You are truly a mystery.

.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Im lost

2004-12-21T11:01:24Z

Sweet Dreams

You want people to see what is really going on. You
see what you see, and try to explain it, but it
seems everyone else is averting their eyes to
the truth.

What Tori Amos Song are you?
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How i will burn in hell

2004-10-22T12:23:35Z

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very High
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Personality Disorder

2004-10-22T12:21:59Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Work, yes more shit at work

2004-10-22T11:28:41Z

Yes say good bye to My self from NRMA Motor Claims. Its all over the ride is over, its dead all gone....

BUT SAY HELLO TO

NRMA HOME CLAIMS!!!!!!!!!!

The are moving me to NRMA Home in 2 weeks time, YAY i got the spot i wanted to move to, all the new ppl that they are training have to go to some pce so i asked to Move to NRMA Home claims so one of the new ppl can have my place in Motor, say good by to third parties and Liabilty fights with other insurance companys.

Im happy with this and it all so means that i will get a pay rise in the next few months (well that was what should happen once i have skills in Home)

And it puts me one step closer to my dream of being in Investigations, as i need skills in both Motor and home to get thier, to weed out the fraud and the ppl trying to rip me i mean the company off...

This is for anna

2004-10-09T08:08:22Z

Sorry i could nto add this to your post, but i think i got them all

Bought everyone in the pub a drink
(Swam with wild dolphins)
(Climbed a mountain)
Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
Been inside the Great Pyramid
(Held a tarantula)
(Taken a candlelit bath with someone)
(Said ‘I love you’ and meant it)
(Hugged a tree)]
(Done a striptease)
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris
Watched a lightning storm at sea
(Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise)
Seen the Northern Lights
Gone to a huge sports game
Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa
(Grown and eaten your own vegetables)
Touched an iceberg
(Slept under the stars)
Changed a baby’s diaper
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
(Watched a meteor shower)
(Gotten drunk on champagne)
(Given more than you can afford to charity)
(Looked up at the night sky through a telescope)
(Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment)
(Had a food fight)
Bet on a winning horse
(Taken a sick day when you’re not ill)
Asked out a stranger
(Had a snowball fight)
Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
(Screamed as loudly as you possibly can)
(Held a lamb)
(Enacted a favorite fantasy)
(Taken a midnight skinny dip)
(Taken an ice cold bath)
(Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar)
Seen a total eclipse
(Ridden a roller coaster)
Hit a home run
Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
(Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking)
(Adopted an accent for an entire day)
Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
(Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment)
(Had two hard drives for your computer)
Visited all 50 states
Loved your job for all accounts
(Taken care of someone who was shit faced)
Had enough money to be truly satisfied
(Had amazing friends)
(Danced with a stranger in a foreign country)
(Watched wild whales)
Stolen a sign
Backpacked in Europe
(Taken a road-trip)
(Been rock climbing)
(Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice)
(Midnight walk on the beach)
Been sky diving
Visited Ireland
(Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love)
In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
Visited Japan
Benchpressed your own weight
(Milked a cow)
Alphabetized your records
(Pretended to be a superhero)
(Sung karaoke)
(Lounged around in bed all day)
(Posed nude in front of strangers)
(Been scuba diving)
Got it on to "Let’s Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
Kissed in the rain
(Played in the mud)
(Played in the rain)
Gone to a drive-in theater
(Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it)
Visited the Great Wall of China
(Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog)
(Dropped Windows in favor of something better)
(Started a business)
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
(Toured ancient sites)
(Taken a martial arts class)
Swordfought for the honor of a woman
Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
Gotten married
Been in a movie
Crashed a party
(Loved someone you shouldn’t have)
(Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy)
Gotten divorced
Gone without food for 5 days
(Made cookies from scratch)
(Won first prize in a costume contest)
Ridden a gondola in Venice
Gotten a tattoo
(Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on)
Rafted the Snake River
Been on television news programs as an "expert"
(Got flowers for no reason)
(Got so drunk you don’t remember anything)
Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
(Performed on stage)
Been to Las Vegas
(Recorded music)
(Eaten shark)
(Gone to Thailand)
Seen Siouxsie live
Bought a house
Been in a combat zone
(Buried one/both of your parents)
Spoken more than one language fluently
(Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone)
Bounced a check
Performed in Rocky Horror
Read - and understood - your credit report
Raised children
Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Created and named your own constellation of stars
Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
(Found out something significant that your ancestors did?)
Called or written your Congress person?
(Picked up and moved to another city to just start over?)
(More than once? )- (More than thrice?)
Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
(Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking)
Had plastic surgery
(Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived)
Wrote articles for a large publication
Lost over 100 pounds
(Held someone while they were having a flashback)
Piloted an airplane
(Petted a stingray)
(Broken someone’s heart)
(Helped an animal give birth)
(Been fired or laid off from a job)
Won money on a T.V. game show
Broken a bone
Killed a human being
Gone on an African photo safari
Ridden a motorcycle
(Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph/160 kph)
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
(Ridden a horse)
Had major surgery
Had sex on a moving train
Had a snake as a pet
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
Visited all 7 continents
Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
(Eaten kangaroo meat)
Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
Been a sperm or egg donor
(Eaten sushi)
(Had your picture in the newspaper)
Had 2 healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
(Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about)
Gotten someone fired for their actions
Gone back to school
Parasailed
Changed your name
(Petted a cockroach)
Eaten fried green tomatoes
(Read The Iliad)
(Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read)
Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.
and gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.
(Taught yourself an art from scratch)
Killed and prepared an animal for eating
(Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt)
Skipped all your school reunions
(Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language)
Been elected to public office
Written your own computer language
(Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream)
(Had to put someone you love into hospice care)
(Built your own PC from parts)
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
Had a booth at a street fair
(Dyed your hair)
Been a DJ
Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
Written your own role playing game
Been arrested

Bad news about ma job

2004-09-30T12:03:05Z

Bad news about my job, i am so pissed off about it

Well lets see i was talking to my boss today about my 3 month trial thing, and you know what she said????

If no one has said any thign by now i am safe to keep the job after the 3 months is up (in like 26 days, but who is counting?)

i eman man this is great i never even thort about beign able to get through the training, and well this is just great.....

this is going to help out heaps ad heaps for both my self and shell and kennit.

Well i made up my mind with my job and where i want to end up in Investigations, why you ask? im a nasty basted i think every one is sus and trying to rip us off, i mean in the last 2 weeks i have saved NRMA about $50k in the claims i have flick to Investigations. i love it. i so want to be thier and do the shit they do its so sweeet.

Ending it all for to good of others

2004-09-16T10:29:38Z

you know some times i think shell and the boy may be better off with out me.

i know i have problems.

i have no friends.

i have no life out side of work and home.

i know shell needs her time out. i know this and i don't know why i act the way i do. some times i just forget that she need time away from it all as well. and i feel that i am making her give up her fun and her friends, i don't mean to do this, i relay don't. i know i some times say one thing and do a diff thing, i know I'm a dick head and i know the world will be better off with out when I'm long gone.

i just wish she could see that I'm not upset with her going out I'm upset with the way i act.

i do try i really do but some times (most times) its not enough

I fucked up the other day, and all i could do was think about ending it all, leaving this world, i could hardly live with the shame, when i was at the station waiting for the train i was thinking "who would ppl be if i just jumped in front of this moving train?" and you know what i came up with? not many people would care if i did, alot of people would be happy and better off with out me to fuck up their lives. but i did not, that is the easy way out. the only way to make this fuck up better is to sit down and talk with her and work it and and deal with my problem. and i seem to be the person that makes all the problems.

Shell has gone out, and I'm not upset at this, what it is and i don't know how i can put it into words is that all i want to do is to be able to go out with her for a night with out the boy, is that to much to ask for some times?

I know i act shitty when she wants to go out, and its not that i don't want her to go out what it is is that i get shitty at my self as i don't have any one who i can go out with.

When she is out i miss her so much. i know I'm a prick and i know I'm an ass hole.

I'm surprise i have made it this far, i know she is pissed with me, and she can hide it but i know she is. i just wish i could make it all well and good, i have been given so much by Shell and how do i pay her back? by doing dumb things only a dick headed loser would do. and why do i do that? its because i am a dick head, i am a loser, i don't have much to offer people in this world i know this, they know this.

I just wish i was not me i wish i could be right and not so fucked in the head.

i know if i keep acting the way i do i will lose every thing i love in this world, and it kills me even to think about this.

i know I'm a issue i know i say things with out thinking. i say things and act differently. i am a big fake. i don't know why i am this way, i know that if i don't wake up my life will be empty once again with out love with out hope.

all i can say to shell is that i am truly deeply sorry for the way i act and they way i am. i say things to ppl that should not be said to others.

i can only give her my word that i will mend my ways, i will make my self a better person i will deal with my problems.

i just hope that one day Michelle can see that i know what my problems are and i do try i try damn hard to deal with them, i guess that they get the better of me most times, i am week willed.

I know i am a burden some times and i try so hard not to be. i try to be good to her i try to do right by her.

some times i just don't see what my actions will do to others, i relay need to open my eyes and see that i can and do hurt the ones i love with what i do, i need to think about things be for i do them, then again i really just need to start thinking.

i will shut up now.

I love you shell i will all ways love you and i never want to be with out you. i hope that you will understand what this means and love me still.

Mobile Phone

2004-09-05T08:29:03Z

i need a new phone, relay badly, this one i have i make one 45 sec phone call on it and the thing dies in the ass.

guess i better got to an optus world tomorrow on my lunch break and see if i can get me a new phone.....

does not matter what kind, as long as the damn thing is new, and works.....

ADSL

2004-09-01T10:50:17Z

well well well at ast im getting my broadband, not as good as my old cable but hay still a load better then dile up, ewww dile up sucks....

but yay in less then 5 days it will be mine, all mine, mmmmm speed once again, speed to dl speed to burn.....

sorry am very very happy

All s going well, but i feel a bit of my past is lurking waiting to pop up again, but what it does not know is that when it does i will have the power to beat it, t kill it off for good. i have my 2 most loved ppl in the world to help me to make me beta it down. it will be gone and gorn for all time, never to lurk from the shadows at me ever again. With my loved ones behind me nothing is hard, nothing is Impossaible, as now with my loved ones this is my new saying: Impossaible is what I do BEST!

Work Update

2004-08-24T10:45:57Z

well things are going better then i could have ever hoped for at work.

my manager did some listen ins this morning and gave me a review about my calls and how i deal with customers. she said apart from a few things i missed (just policy checks and shit like that) i have a 100% perfect way with the customer as in call wise, tone of voice, clear speaking, way to deal with the customer, all my marks where out standing. she said she has never seen any one be so calm and friendly and have such a way wit h customers, she said that my tone of voice was great could not have been any better. Man was i over the Moon with that, i was thinking oh fruck I'm going to get blasted as i suck talking to customers, but she said she could not ask for more of me or any other staff member, i was great, she said that i am so calm and cool with them, she hear one where the customer was calling me every thing under the sun and she said she was shocked that not once during that call did my tone of voice change, that i stayed calm and very consistent with it.

And today well that was a shit of a day to start with 1st call, some wanker that did not want to talk to any one else in claims only me as he said i was the only one that made any sense to him, so after taking 5 hours out of my day just dealing with that claim (would tell you more but i cant dew to laws) i rang him back and gave him the bad news. was not happy but fuck him he was the OP (other party) and i had the shits so i was not going to budge from my call but the reason why i had the shits with this person was that his story changed about 5 times in the calls i made to him today. and he did not help things by saying all my other work mates where a bunch of C**ts and did not know any thing, so after the bad new he tells me he going to sue us, by now I'm calm on the out side and in my tone of voice but i so wanted to hit the "release" button on my head set. but i let it slide.

last phone call i got today made me feel sick, it was dealing with a incident where this mans wife was killed in the incident, i so did not want to deal with this, but i did. not the best feeling in the world, but i dealt with it, i could not help him as much as i wanted to but i did all that i could.

but yer I'm loving it. i have never loved a job as much as i love this one.

My dream is dead

2004-08-08T12:24:16Z

Well i have coem to the painful turn of my life, my dream is over. i have given up on my dream.

i know know that i will never own my HSV ClubSport, the only dream i had about what i want to own. i mean yes sure the house is a dream as well, but the HSV ClubSport was the biggest dream i have ever had, and i have had that dream for well over 14 years. but after all the years i now know it will never happen. thier is no way in hell i will ever be able to afford the $75 000 for my dream.

So i have let the dream die, not much point about wolling affter some thing i will never have.

so in the end i see no point in trying to work twords that dream, i have shell and i have kennit, my life is 100% perfect atm. i do not need a dream car to be happy, so in reguards to that dream i can join my other dreams, dead and never to show up again.

most of my other dreams have been so far out of reach i dont know why i even dreamed about trying to get them.

The hsv dream is not fully dead, but it may as well be, sure in 30 years i may be able to get one but for now it is dead.

RIP
HSV Clup Sport Dream

May you find happness in some one elses car port.

Work

2004-08-07T23:31:22Z

Well it has been 3 weeks since i have been out on the floor at work and out of training.

let me just say i am loving this job, i have not had any problems, a few abusive calls but i have delt with them in the correct way, i have made a few ppl cry (not my fault tho, hay they have to pay thier excess)

I have been doing realy well, many people have been giving me lots of thanks as im getting teh job jone and getting it done fast, but still even tho im doing it fast its still all good.

I think im going to be in this job for some time, as i like it, its not bornign its all ways new, sure every day is the same "Anti-productive-pod" (cubical) and same 19" LCD flat screen, but hay every phone call is difrent avery claim is difrent.

I fit in well with every one, and i seem to be getign along with every oen now, they are all talking to me and stuff like that.

But i guess i will have to wait and see how long this joy lasts for in the new job, i hope its for a while

Training is over

2004-07-23T09:25:11Z

YAY!

training is over at last, as of next week i am let lose on the poor public who have claims.....

if you are with IAG i say again do not ring me i will hang up on you, after i abuse you, i have your address on the computer so i will send you a bill for my time.

but the 4 weeks of training has taken so long to do, it feels like a lot longer then 4 weeks. but once they let us out to "Buddie" with some other ppl and i was taking calls i never wanted to go back into training i just wanted to get out thier and start dealing with real people. im like a kid the night b4 xmass. i am full of hope and joy, its realy exciting as well. a nwe job and traiing is over, time for me to so them that they did not do the wrong thing by giving me the chanch to show them what i am like.

Its the weekend

2004-07-16T09:35:04Z

well its the weekend at last.

today at work we started doign stuff on the GSt adn at 3"30 africa (my tranier) said go home, as we where all past it by then we just did not want to do any thign to brain draining, adn it was funny as even africa wanted out as we said some thign tht completely fucked her up as what she gave us for hand outs was not right so she wa kinda lost as we where all confused as much as she was.

but next week the fun starts, we start making real calls, and dealign with real live ppl.... hmmmm i may have to turn my charm lvl up a bit....

today we wher doing what we call "First Instructions" is where we look over the claim to make sure its not sus or any thing then calling up the person adn talkign to them (we did not do the call up tho)

im at home alone atm, shell off with ehr old boss having fun. and the boy is up stairs sleeping....

i am trying to find me some black and white dragons i can print out so that i can use them in my cube at work... need to make it a bit nice.....

Well Tommorw is my first pay day from my new work

2004-07-14T09:08:37Z

Well tomorrow is my first pay day from work, and we cant wait, 3 weeks with out a pay, it has hurt us a lot. but tomorow i get 3 weeks worth of pay. so its just under $2000. so i want to go and spend it on nice new stuff but that aint going to happen as we have to pay ppl back as we had to borrow cash of my mum just to get by.

but i am loving ma new job its so cool and sweet so many great things but the best thing is the getting to see what some fuckers do and have done with thier cars.....

but its all new and great stuff to learn, i have never had so much fun learnign or looking ford to getting out on the floor and taking calls.

next week we will start taking live calls, im a bit worried that i will fruck it up, but hay im only new at this, and they will be real calls not dummy ones, but real life ppl that are needing my help, i cant wait

Work and 3 weeks worth of pay

Work

2004-07-08T10:37:42Z

well i stuffed up big time, only got 98% on my last assesment... i feel so bad. i mean all the others i got 100% on....

ohw ell im still going realy well, so far im not over my head but ya never know i may get over my head

faeries

2004-07-07T10:00:09Z

Your the Evil Fairy! Your dark and Scary! You like to make other fairies miserable and to kill everthing thats good. Your only fear is the Warrior fairy who spends all her time trying to kill you and your evil minions.

What is it with me?

2004-07-06T09:44:08Z

Well i have no idea what is up with my brain at work

for some reasion i am getting 100% on all my assesments, even i had no idea i could do that, i am susprised and well extreemly overwelemd with it. i say god damn im good i say god dam!

and from now on they ony get harder, i hope i can keep this up, my brain is loving it tho, after 24 years of not having to use it its feeling great about it, guess 24 years of no use will keep it nice and new. so i think its still coverd under the new brain warenty....

well so far teh days are going nice and fast, i seem to b gettign along with every one in my group

well not sure what else to say apart from i seem to be doing very veyr well so far....

Day 4 at work

2004-07-01T08:21:02Z

well today we started doign all the fun stuff at work, all the Law's the Act's and the polices, man thay are fun NOT!

so much stuff to learn about the insurance its great tho as im learning all new stuff. i mean i love to learn and this is doing me the world of good. but we are doing the longest part of the training atm. i mean some of the stuff is just so long and big. but i will get thier in the end

got the results of my first bit of assesment today. and i hate to say this but i aced it. man what a feeling. to know that what they are craming us with is staying in my head.

their is 6 others in my training grop, 2 other men and 4 women i dont realy talk to eh guys, i get along better with teh women, i dont know why bu the guys are all into footy adn shit and i just dont liek to spend my luch with them while they talkign about shitty football rather spend it wit teh women just chatting, but today i had lunch by ma self, no one seemed to want to eat with me, i felt so alone, some times i feel as tho i am in a grop all by my self. but bugger them i dont mind it at all.

Day 5 tomorrow, got more legaslation to do.

I want to die

2004-06-29T10:30:46Z

plz kill me know, i so want to die, the first 2 days at work have been killers, not hard but having the flu does not help, starting a 9am but noon i have a migraine and i just want to sleep.

so can some one plz kill me now?

i mean i was thinking going back to work would be great, but it as stared a SHIT storm of diff sorts. i mean i try to do the right thing and all i seem to do is fuck things up even more, thanks to me our rent has doubled. i mean i just dontknow any more. i mean with one pay i will be able to get us out od the shit with the other real estate, but then will only have 100 odd bucks to live eon for 2 weeks. i just dont know i seem to do the bad things in life, i think that some times the would would be better off with out me, as i cant do any thing right of late, i dont have a job we are fucked i get a good paying job and i seem to cause a diff load of problems for us

i think that with out me the would would be a better place

I want my motorbike

2004-06-23T03:39:11Z

now i have a job i want to save up and get my self a motorbike, Shell says no. i don't see why, all i want it for is to get to and from work as it would be cheaper then 2nd car to run (reg, flue and insurance) i mean i will need to get my liance for it (about $300) and i really want my bike, i just don't know why i am told i am not aloud to have it.....